Sonumun geldi\u011fini san\u0131rken, yeni ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 tu\u015flu telefonumdan gelen sesten duydum. Yitik, bitkin bir h\u00e2lde birbirimize bakarken annemle maziyi an\u0131msay\u0131p, zenginli\u011fin i\u00e7indeki fakirli\u011fimize yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp durduk.<\/p>\n
Bir yandan demir parmakl\u0131klar gibi etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saran hastal\u0131klar, di\u011fer yandan belimizi b\u00fcken \u00e7aresizlik, paras\u0131zl\u0131k\u2026 Babam\u0131n elinden k\u0131zaran ci\u011ferlerin verdi\u011fi baba \u00f6zlemi t\u00fcter k\u0131r\u0131k cam aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Koku sanki babam\u0131 tekrar ya\u015fat\u0131yordu; birazdan kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lacak ve babam \u201cHaydi masaya\u201d diyecek gibi\u2026 Pencerenin cam\u0131ndan s\u0131zan koku, sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r \u00f6zlem duydu\u011fumuz babam\u0131 tekrar hayata d\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Hayalin sonu, tu\u015flu telefonumun \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131yla kendini sert bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6sterdi. Her taraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saran yoksulluk, telefondan gelen sesin \u201cSana i\u015f buldum\u201d demesiyle son buldu.<\/p>\n
Elimizde kalan, para edecek son \u015fey; babam\u0131n anneme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ni\u015fan y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 aralad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fin ne olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeden, yoksullu\u011fun verdi\u011fi a\u00e7l\u0131kla i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e, Zilan\u2019\u0131n alevi and\u0131ran g\u00f6zlerini hissettim. Bakmak yakard\u0131, cehennem misali\u2026<\/p>\n
S\u00fcleyman Bey\u2019in biricik k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7obana bakar m\u0131yd\u0131? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler, beni hep hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r sand\u0131m. Me\u011fer zenginlik kalpte olunuyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Zilan\u2019\u0131n tekmelere, tokatlara ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden \u201cMahir\u2019i seviyorum!\u201d \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131nda gizliymi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sonumun geldi\u011fini san\u0131rken, yeni ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 tu\u015flu telefonumdan gelen sesten duydum. Yitik, bitkin bir h\u00e2lde birbirimize bakarken annemle maziyi an\u0131msay\u0131p, zenginli\u011fin i\u00e7indeki fakirli\u011fimize yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp durduk. Bir yandan demir parmakl\u0131klar gibi etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saran hastal\u0131klar, di\u011fer yandan belimizi b\u00fcken \u00e7aresizlik, paras\u0131zl\u0131k\u2026 Babam\u0131n elinden k\u0131zaran ci\u011ferlerin verdi\u011fi baba \u00f6zlemi t\u00fcter k\u0131r\u0131k cam aras\u0131nda. Koku sanki babam\u0131 tekrar ya\u015fat\u0131yordu; birazdan kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lacak ve babam \u201cHaydi masaya\u201d diyecek gibi\u2026 Pencerenin cam\u0131ndan s\u0131zan koku, sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r \u00f6zlem duydu\u011fumuz babam\u0131 tekrar hayata d\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hayalin sonu, tu\u015flu telefonumun \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131yla kendini sert bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6sterdi. Her taraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saran yoksulluk, telefondan gelen sesin \u201cSana i\u015f buldum\u201d demesiyle son buldu. Elimizde kalan, para edecek son \u015fey; babam\u0131n anneme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ni\u015fan y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 aralad\u0131k. \u0130\u015fin ne olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeden, yoksullu\u011fun verdi\u011fi a\u00e7l\u0131kla i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131m. Zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e, Zilan\u2019\u0131n alevi and\u0131ran g\u00f6zlerini hissettim. Bakmak yakard\u0131, cehennem misali\u2026 S\u00fcleyman Bey\u2019in biricik k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7obana bakar m\u0131yd\u0131? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler, beni hep hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r sand\u0131m. Me\u011fer zenginlik kalpte olunuyormu\u015f. Zilan\u2019\u0131n tekmelere, tokatlara ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden \u201cMahir\u2019i seviyorum!\u201d \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131nda gizliymi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":4636,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"product_brand":[284],"product_cat":[233],"product_tag":[],"class_list":["post-4635","product","type-product","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","product_brand-otag","product_cat-roman","first","instock","sale","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"yoast_head":"\n